I know I need to let it go but my heart persists in wondering WHY. Why did things at work go so wrong so fast? Why were they determined to force me to quit? It’s pretty obvious to me that they couldn’t prove the accusations against me or they would have just fired me. Nope … they had to resort to lies and exaggerations, rumors and threats. They made me so completely uncomfortable and unhappy that it was making me sick! So I quit in self-defense. I don’t regret it except for the fact that we are in a financial crisis, have no health insurance, and I gave in instead of fighting back. I want to know why. Nothing makes any sense to me and I don’t like loose ends. But there’s no way to go back and ask. I need to just … let it go!
I have a new liquid love! Crystal Light (actually it’s a generic brand but same idea) Cranberry mixed with Sierra Mist Free. Oh my goodness! It might even be better than Coke Zero! Speaking of which … I have been caffeine free for 3 whole weeks!
I am off to try to catch up on reading some of your blog posts. See you tomorrow!